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Sep. 21st, 2005 @ 06:14 pm (no subject)
Who: Tim
Where: Tim's
When: A week or so after the Nico beatin'

Frank had a case of beer with him when he pulled up in his car. That was his Texas type peace offering. If he knew if Speed had a grill or not he would have brought two big ol' t-bones as well but for now the beer would have to do. Tripp was a bit nervous as to his reception by Speedle after KOing him at the beach but it had to be done. No way he was letting Speed loose himself. Let that piece of crap win even in defeat.

So here he was, popping his bubble gum, looking nervous as he knocks on Tim's door. His jeans were baggy, little bit dotted with paint as he had been painting the fence. He was getting the house fixed up. Things done he meant to get done with Maryanne and the kids had been alive but never had time. Productive things.

Frank had actually passed his pysch exam a few days ago and been declared fit to return to duty. A true achievement after hitting rock bottom with the lab shoot up incident. He had been working at it though. Actually doing what his shrink recommended, making a new routine for himself. And he was relieved to be getting back a purpose to his life. Wearing the brass on his hip again.
It would be strange not working with H though. His next pet project would be nagging the red head to either go back to CSi or join him on the H squad.
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orange
Aug. 1st, 2005 @ 03:38 am (no subject)
Who: Tim
When: After the Nico/Greg/Nick/Tim scene
Where: Tim's apartment

Frank had let himself in. Spending the bulk of his life as a detective and on the beat he knew a thing about getting around locked doors. He sat in the dark, smoking. Using a dirty cup on the table as an ash tray. He had on worn jeans, a dark plain t shirt. The old revolver he took from Horatio at his hip on his belt. He had been tailing Speedle lately. Using his years or experience to hopefully stay under his radar. He knew Tim was messing around doing God knows what with Ray Caine, the dity cop piece of shit. Knew he'd been involved with Nick with Nico. Speedle was leaving him in the dark about his plans with Nico and Frank was getting angrier and angrier. His own mind was in turmoil over the fate of the Colombian- in paticular what his part in that fate would be. Whatever it was he wanted to just get it done, so he could move on with his life.

Tripp had followed Speed at a distance to the scene on the waterfront but only lurked a moment. Long enough to see Nick and Nico meet Tim and then left. Now he was waiting. He wanted to know what was going on. Sick of being in the dark. Part of him would be relieved if Speed had handled Crow and part of him would be disappointed. He stood up, pacing, his massive frame hunched over. Whatever they were going to do they had to do it soon. No, NOW. There was no more waiting. No more putting it off. It was driving him mad. Frank snuffed out his cigarette. Sitting back down on the couch. Come on Tim. Get home.
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orange
Jun. 14th, 2005 @ 05:16 am (no subject)
This is it. We stand alone. We can see it all from here. The starless night across the mountain side. No one left to talk to. There's nothing left to say. Into the valleys. The shadow of death. Grieve silently- it's in you and me. It's in you and me... )
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orange
May. 25th, 2005 @ 04:08 am (no subject)
When the light begins to fade, And shadows fall across the sea, One bright star in the evening sky, Your love's light leads me on my way. )
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intent
May. 4th, 2005 @ 06:28 am (no subject)
Current Mood: hopeful
Cal goes to visit Frank )
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orange
Apr. 29th, 2005 @ 02:10 am (no subject)
Frank awoke groggily at South Dade hospital. Although she was off two hours earlier after a twelve hour emergency shift Shona stayed to keep an eye on Tripp. Somehow she felt a connection with him after that night his parents brought him in. Hell his mother had even called her before she went back to Texas to say how much better her son was doing. Yet here he was shot by police after waving a gun around like a madman. Poor Frank. Obviously he had been hiding just how bad things were, how badly he was doing.
Dr. Chetticamp gave him a bright smile when she saw he was awake but he was non-responsive, empty. Frank was back to the way he had been the night he came home and found his family dead. He was numb. No thinking, no feeling, no speaking.
Shona took the hand of the arm in which he had not been shot and so was not broken and squeezed it. Still nothing, not even a movement of his eyes. She knew he was awake he was just ignoring her. Ignoring everything.
‘Oh Frank, why didn’t you call me? Talk to someone, anyone. Why’d you go and do this?’
Silence.

Dr. Chetticamp sat with Tripp for an hour before the attendants from Bayview came to get him and settle him there. His therapist had been called and recommended it, commenting that Tripp had been going down hill the last few days he had spoken with him. His parents leaving had been bad news. Frank shouldn’t be alone so the supervised care at the mental health centre should be good for him. He also suggested adding anti-depressants to his regiment of narcotics but it would be up to the doctors there to make any final decisions. See what would be best for him over time.
Shona said good bye to Frank as he was taken out in a wheel chair. He didn’t reply but she knew he heard. It made her desperately unhappy to see him so badly off. She was hoping and praying for him.

At Bayview he was set up in a private room. It was not utterly sterile. He had a personal stereo, a television, comfy bed, a dresser, bookshelf, little bathroom with shower stall, even a little mini fridge built into the wall. It was like a hotel room, except the window had it’s glass behind a metal grate to keep it from being smashed and used to cut oneself, just a small plastic mirror. All electrical cords where housed in the wall or in bolted boxes. No way to pull them loose to try and hang yourself.
Adele Sevilla brought him some things from his home- books, clothes, some of his favourite movies to watch, as well as some shampoo, deodorant, conditioner. The razor she brought was refused, she hadn’t even given it a thought until the nurse explained politely that it would be held on to and given to Mr. Tripp when he was feeling better. ‘Feeling better’, she thought that was a nice way of saying it.
Adele considering bringing him a photo of his family but decided against it. Now might not quite be the time. She put the stuff she had brought away for him, Frank sat silent and still on the edge of his bed just kind of staring into space. His arm was in a sling. He had crutches to help him get around, not the he seemed to have any inclination to move at all.
Det. Sevilla knelt in front of him, taking both his hands in hers.
‘I’ll come back soon and visit, okay? Just be honest with IAB when they come talk to you.’
Frank didn’t even look at her as she spoke to him or as she left. He just sat in the quiet stillness of his room. The pain killers made him drowsy and eventually he dozed off, but it was restless, fitful sleep.
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orange
Apr. 26th, 2005 @ 06:31 am (no subject)
Bad moon rising )
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Apr. 17th, 2005 @ 06:04 am (no subject)
After a slow, swerving trip back to where he and his parents were staying Frank was finally able to rest his weary bones. Or so he thought. But when he arrived his parents were dressed in their blacks, ready to go to the funeral. He sighed.
“Listen I am not going. It‘ll just cause trouble.”
‘Frankie! It’s your wife, your children you have every right to be there..’
He interrupted his mother.
“No! Ma listen to me. If you and Dad need to go for whatever spiritual reason you go but I‘m not. I‘ll say goodbye how I need to say goodbye.”
Tripp and his mother bickered back and forth, his father, a man of few words, stood silently nearby. Frank felt his anger rising. His mother just would not understand he could not go, he was not ready to accept the finality of it all just yet.
“MA! LISTEN!”
Then things went blurry. He staggered back as the world spun. Frank was trying to call up energy he just did not have. His reserves were dry and he passed out. He heard his head crack hard against floor when he landed but it did not register as the sound of his skull meeting the ground. It was just a distant knell, lost as he fell into unconsciousness.

He awoke slowly, eyes taking their time to come into focus. Frank felt a mild itchy pain in his arm so he reached over to stiffly scratch at it only to realize it was an iv. He glanced around. White sheets. Iv drippy set up. Plastic bracelet thingy. Hospital. Tripp rolled his eyes and sat up. He saw his father sitting silently in the corner and as soon as his mother realized he was awake she was doting on him. A glass of apple juice was pressed to his lips and he drank a little bit and then waved his mother away. Frank leaned back and groaned, he rubbed the back of his head and felt a bandage over a sizable lump.
“Fuck...ow...geeze...And why the fuck am I in the hospital?”
‘Don’t cuss in public Frankie.’
“Sorry Ma. What happened? What time is it?”
‘Nearly nine, now you just rest.’
He blinked, surprised. Nearly nine pm? He must have been out for hours.
“Christ, nearly nine? You two been here that whole time? You shoulda gone back to the hotel.”
Mrs. Tripp touched his hand lightly.
‘Oh well we had dinner in the cafeteria. It was very good. I don’t know why people complain about hospital food...’
His mother was off on a ramble and he only half listened. He sat back up and shifted his legs over to the side, ready to get out of bed when he realized he didn’t have on any pants. Or anything that normally went under pants. He slapped his cheek and dragged his hand down his face.
“Shit. Who the hell took off my pants?!”
His mother gave his a sour look. The swearing.
‘The doctor needed to give some tests.’
He eyed her.
“Yes...and who took off my pants?”
‘I did Frankie, I’m your mother. I’ve seen you n-’
The detective put his hands in the air, cutting his mum off short.
“Okay, okay. I get it Ma. I get it”
He noticed his pile of clothes by his father.
“Dad, can ya pass me my skivvies?”
His father looked over to his mother to check with her first and she shook her head. Frank snorted, annoyed but before he could loose his temper there was a knock on the room’s door. A pretty Indian doctor with dark onyx eyes, wavy black hair and a stained lab coat poked her head in. She smiled when she was Tripp was awake and sitting up. Tripp on the other hand gave her an absolutely spiteful look. He hated doctors, dentists. Hell he’d knock a tooth out with a hammer before going to the dentist.

The doctor gave a warm look to his parents.
‘Mr. and Mrs. Tripp, I was wondering if I could talk to your son for a little bit?’
His parents nodded, his mother hugging her and thanking her for taking such good care of her son and his father giving her a polite tilt of his head as they both headed outside to the waiting room. Frank crossed his arms across his chest and flopped back against the pillow. He had forgotten about his aching head and he winced when it connected. Even just against the bed it was sore.
The dark haired doctor reached out and touched his arm.
‘Be careful Frank. Take it easy.’
He glared.
“Detective Tripp.”
She corrected herself.
‘Be careful Detective Tripp. Better?’
“Yeah, thanks.”
He scratched at his arm with the iv.
“Can ya take this damn thing out so I can get the hell outta here?”
She pursed her lips, flipping through his chart.
‘I’d rather you stay for one more bag. It’s just a saline solution. To help with the dehydration.’
“Well I‘d rather not stay for one more bag so take the damn thing out.”
His voice was curt, not raised but certainly not in leaving any room for discussion. The doctor went around to the other side of the bed and pulled on a pair of gloves. She reached for some cotton and a piece of gauze tape.
‘There’ll be a little sting when I pull it out.’
He grunted an acknowledgement and she slipped out the iv needle and pressing on the cotton ball. She smiled at him.
‘I’m Dr. Chetticamp by the way. But Shona is fine.’
Detective Tripp noticed Doctor Chetticamp smiling awfully sweetly at him and he squirmed, uncomfortable. He watched her put pressure on the cotton and after a minute tape it on.
‘All done.’
Frank nodded.
“Good, can ya pass me my clothes now please?”
‘Sure. But I really wish you would stay over night.’
She passed him his pile of clothing and Tripp shook his head.
“Hell no. get me out of here. No offence.”
Shona lazily waved her hand.
‘None taken.’

They stared at each other a long moment before Frank finally cleared his throat.
“Can you, uh turn around so I can, you know. Get my clothes on?”
She laughed and walked back around his bed and faced the door.
‘Want me to close the privacy curtain?’
When he saw she had turned away he pulled the gown over his head and slipped on his shirt.
“No, no. It‘s fine. Just don‘t peak. Not that you‘d wanna.”
Dr. Chetticamp laughed, she heard him rustling around as he finished getting dressed.
‘No, I don’t think I would. No offence.’
Tripp sat on the edge of the bed and pulled on his socks and laced up his shoes now that the rest of his clothes were on.
“None taken.”
Shona cracked a half smile and came over and took a seat on the bed.
‘Frank, Detective Tripp I need to speak to you. Okay?’
This time there was no room in her tone for discussion. He sighed and sat his massive frame wearily on the bed. He dwarfed the petite woman.
“Do I have a choice?”
She sighed.
‘You do. If you want to slowly waste away, starve yourself to death. But you’ll just end up back here.’
A slim dark brow was lifted.
‘Some how I don’t think you want that.’
He shrugged and nodded, not looking at her. She took his hands in hers, white skin against soft brown.
‘I spoke to your parents and your therapist. I know what happened and I’m sorry.’
Frank rolled his eyes, narrowing his gaze at the wall afterwards.
“I wish people would quit feeling sorry for me. I don‘t want that.”
Shona nodded.
‘I know how that feels.’
Tripp glared over at her.
“Oh? You do? And how would you know how it feels?”
Her dark eyes met his and were soft, gently she squeezed his large hands.
‘I lost my husband. Fourteen months ago. An accident.’
She pursed her lips.
‘He was coming home from a late shift here- we were both doctors. A drunk driver crossed the centre line, hit him head on. They both died instantly.’
Frank felt a lump form in his throat. She did understand.
“I‘m sorry.”
Dr. Chetticamp lifted her brows at the hulking detective, parroting him.
I wish people would quit feeling sorry for me. I don’t want that.
He looked over at her, shaking his head. Giving her a weak smile.
“Okay, Okay. I got ya.”
This time he squeezed her hands. She looked up at him.
‘I didn’t know what I was going to do. How I would live without him. I thought that by going on with my life somehow it was saying to the World that I didn’t love him. For a long time afterwards every time I smiled or laughed, was happy even for a moment I felt guilty. But then I realized we got married because we made each other happy. So why would being sad prove I loved him? I do feel badly sometimes still about being happy when he’s not here to share it, but I’m not stopping myself from feeling anymore.’
Tripp listened to her. Hell she was better than his damn therapist.
“Thanks. I think I get what you‘re saying.”
Shona smiled. She reached in her pocket for a prescription pad and wrote down her name and number. She was just about to put the pen away when she jotted down ‘Dr.’ in front of her name. Just so it did not seem like she was just giving him her name and number for the sake of giving it to him.
‘Listen. If you ever want to talk Frank you just call me. This is my home number. I work weird hours but leave a message I’ll get back to you as soon as I can. Maybe in a few weeks when you’re feeling better we can have a coffee. Talk about what you and the therapist have been dealing with. What you’re feeling. I can tell you what I went through. How therapy helped me. Maybe it can help you too.’
He took the number with a little trepidation.
“Sure, why not?”
She was pleased and she patted his hands and stood.
‘Listen, now your eating disorder is a big problem. We have to deal with that. I gave your parents a prescription and explained it to them. It’s a gag suppressant, take it before you eat and it’ll keep the food down now matter how badly you want to bring it up. It’s a heavy duty narcotic so only take it once a day and make sure the meal you eat is a nutritious one. I think your Mum is more than happy to take care of that. But this stuff is going to knock you out for a few hours. So the food stays down long enough to be useful.’
Shona narrowed her gaze.
‘But if you abuse these you’ll get addicted and that’ll be big time bad. And not to go and give you ideas but it only takes a few to OD so be careful. I told your Mum and Dad to keep the bottle some where you don’t know about.’
Tripp was about to be offended, he furrowed his brow but the annoyance eased away. He sighed sadly.
“That‘s...that‘s probably smart.”
Dr. Chetticamp gave a solemn nod, she placed her hand on his shoulder.
‘I know. I know how it feels. But you need to hang on, hang in there. Okay? Just promise me you’ll try. As long as you try that‘s all anyone can ask of you.’
He placed his hand over hers. Standing slowly. Already with the saline in his body and few hours of sleep he was feeling better.
She bit he bottom lip.
‘Take care of yourself. And I need you to sign some forms down at Admitting, since you are leaving AMA.’
Frank moved towards the door.
“I will. And I will.”
He cracked a half smile.
“Thanks, Doc. I appreciate everything.”
He folded the paper with Shona‘s information on it and slipped it into his pocket.
She smiled back.
‘You call me, okay? If you need to talk. Bye Frank.’
Shona shoved her hands in her pockets.
‘I mean Detective Tripp.’
Frank just nodded and headed out the door, barraged by his mother’s questions the instant she saw him. He said nothing as he walked towards the admitting desk to fill out the releases. When they were heading out into the night air to the parking lot he looked down at his mother, wrapping his arm around her shoulders.
“I think...I think things might just be okay.”
And as he stared for a moment up into the starry sky his heart told him that might just be the truth.
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orange
Apr. 4th, 2005 @ 08:21 am (no subject)
'Till Death Do Us Part... )
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orange
Feb. 27th, 2005 @ 09:07 pm (no subject)
It was dinner at the Tripp house. Frank stirred a pot of spaghetti while Maryanne fed their youngest, 17 month old Thaddeus his own meal. 6 year old Gracie was tugging on her daddy’s leg trying to get him to watch the new position she learned in ballet class that afternoon. The first born, 7 1/2 year old Logan, was busy with his Yuu Gi Oh! cards at the kitchen table.
“Logan, get that crap off the table!”
Maryanne glared at her husband, mouthing at him ’language’ silently. Frank corrected himself.
“Stuff. Get your stuff off the table!”
Gracie was fed up.
‘Daddy! Watch! Daddy, Daddy! Watch me!’
Frank snatched the lid off the boiling -over pot of noodles, groaning at the starchy mess rapidly burning itself to the range top. He grabbed a rag and started to wipe at the spill.
“I see you, I see you. Very nice.”
‘No! You aren’t looking! Daddy!’
Maryanne interceded, twisting around in her seat which was facing the fussing Thad in his high chair.
‘You father saw earlier Gracie. Now sit down for dinner, sweetie.’
Logan continued the epic battle of two monster’s on his plate while Gracie clamoured up into her chair.

With his daughter safely out of the way Frank drained the steaming pasta into a colander in the sink. He smelled burning and glanced over at the toaster oven where Pillsbury frozen garlic bread was baking.
“Mae-Mae the bread‘s burning!”
His wife stared at him, trying her best to keep the toddler from knocking his bowl of animal crackers to the floor.
‘Well get it out then.’
“You can‘t?”
‘I’ve kind of got my hands full here, Frank.’
Frank dropped the noodle pot into the sink and ran over and opened the toaster oven which spewed smoke. He reached in for the rack and burned his fingers.
“Shit!”
‘Language Frank!’
‘Dad said a bad word!’
“Shut it Logan!”
‘Frank!’
Thad’s plastic bowl went clattering to the floor. Silence.
‘Mommy, Thad made a mess!’
Maryanne sighed and got down on her knees, picking up broken crackers.
‘I know Gracie, I see.’

Frank moved the pasta out of the sink and ran cold water over his fingers, shaking them.
“God damn. Hurts like a son of a b-”
He stopped himself. Language, Frank, language.
“Hurts bad.”
The garlic bread was trash and he tossed it.
On his way back from the garbage can to the sink he snatched the game cards out of Logan’s hands.
“What did I say earlier?”
The 7 year old whined.
‘Daaaaaaaad!’
Frank made a motion as if he were going to rip them in half, his son bolted out of his chair.
‘Those are my two best cards! Dad!’
Det. Tripp tossed the cards on the counter, giving Logan the parental evil eye.
“After dinner.”
Gracie chimed up again.
‘Thad spilled his juice!’
“Aww Jesus!”
Frank reached for the Bob The Builder themed sippy cup, watching grape juice spread across the table. Maryanne with a handful of broken crackers and crumbs from the floor popped up and grabbed the rag from the range and started to mop up the mess.
‘Can you just get the kids fed? I’ll handle this then put Thaddeus down for a nap.’
Thad was having fun making such a mess. He giggled when his mother pulled off his bib.
Frank nodded and pulled a ladle off the utensil rack by the kitchen window. He took a large forked pasta server also.
‘I want lots of meatballs!’
‘Me too, Daddy! I want more than Logan!’
‘I’m older, I should get the most!’
‘No! I want more!’
Frank lost his cool, his voice raised.
“You‘ll all get some damn meatballs! God damn you kids!”
Logan and Gracie hushed, looking guiltily down at their plates.

Maryanne shook her head. Her husband’s temper was worse then usual and she had a headache and was tired and had been yelled at by her boss at work for something that wasn’t even her fault and she just wanted peace and quiet. She threw the rag and her handful of animal cracker remains in the trash and walked over to pick up their youngest from his high chair.
‘You can both have five big meatballs. That’s lots of meatballs. Dad will make sure you both get five, wont he?’
She looked pleadingly at Frank, an unspoken wish for him to just calm down. The middle-aged detective rubbed his chin, taking a few slow breaths. He could see his Mae-Mae was tired. Frank brought the pot of sauce and the bowl of noodles to the table.
“Five big meatballs each, coming right up.”
He served the kids, who each watched carefully to see they got their allotted meatballs, while his wife washed Thad’s face and went to the nursery to put the toddler in his crib to sleep. He gave himself a heaping helping and his wife her usual small portion. She never ate very much at dinner.
He dug in, work was straining him mentally and physically so he was happy to be home and able to relax- and stuff his face. Logan slurped a big forkful of noodles which made Gracie laugh. Frank took and even bigger forkful and slurped even louder. The two kids laughed and so did their father. Maryanne came back in and saw the three giggling. She put her hands on her hips.
‘Okay, what are you guys up to?’
Frank slurped again and his wife rolled her eyes. She walked over to the table and kissed him on the cheek.
‘Me too Mommy!’
Gracie got a kiss too and so did a rather reluctant Logan who tried his best to squirm away.

She sat down and picked up her fork but quickly put it back down. Her head was throbbing. It felt like a migraine in the works. She covered her eyes with her hands. Frank reached across and touched her arm.
“You okay?”
Maryanne shook her head, rubbing her temples.
‘Bad day, and I’m not feeling well.’
Logan seemed concerned.
‘Can you still help me with my Social Studies home work later, Mom?’
‘Your father can, okay?’
Logan nodded. Frank grimaced, normally he spent the evening winding down with a half case of beer while the wife handled ‘kid things‘. He sighed.
“Yeah Logan I‘ll help ya.”
Maryanne stood, she was not hungry. She felt pale and weak and feverish and just wanted to lie down. She had pushed herself too much during the day.
‘I’m going go have a nap. Make sure you two help your father with the dishes.’
Gracie pushed around one of her meatballs on her plate.
‘Are you sick Mommy?’
She ruffled her daughter’s hair.
‘Just a little, honey. I’m going to lay down.’
Frank looked up at her mid-chew. Now he was stuck cleaning up after dinner, doing the dishes, helping Logan with his homework, changing Thad when he woke up, entertaining Gracie. All this after dealing with all the bullshit at work. Just then his pager beeped. He stood up and went for it, his wife’s hand reaching out to stop him.
‘Frank please, no. I need you home tonight. You’re not even on duty!’
He pushed her away gently.
“Mae-Mae, I‘m always on duty.”
Frank held up the pager so she could read the screen: ’Urgent: 100-2 x 2’ and then the address.
“Double homicide, in my division, that means I gotta go...”

Maryanne blinked away frustrated tears, she did not want to cry in front of him or the kids.
‘I know...’
And she watched her husband gather his things and leave without another word.
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orange
Feb. 21st, 2005 @ 12:52 am Major Crime Unit Briefing
It was dead in the office when Frank arrived. He checked his watch to see if he had somehow gotten there ungodly early but nope, same time as always. He walked up to one of the lingering members of night shift who was putting in some over time and asked what was up. His answer was ‘big meeting, didn’t you get the memo?’. Yeah Frank probably had gotten the memo but he had also probably just as promptly as it arrived lost it among his thousand other daily pieces of paper. Reports, on-scene arrival forms, plan drawings and info from the lab rats, warrants, statements- a lot of trees gave their lives everyday for the Homicide Department. He merely scowled at the graveyard junior detective and stalked off to the briefing room, stopping at his locker just to quickly grab his duty belt and badge.
He wasn’t late when he arrived, everyone was still milling around socializing, sipping coffee, laughing and sharing horror stories about their last few cases. A computer attached to a projector and a screen were set up at the front of the room. Oh goody, a slide show! Just what he needed first thing in the morning. Frank noticed some familiar faces and some he barely recognized. In such a big , busy city it was rare for the Major Crimes detectives to all be gathered in one place at the same time. There were detectives from Homicide, from Narco, from Vice, this was big whatever it was. He noted that the female detectives and the males had naturally separated themselves out on opposite sides of the room. It was funny, for all the so called progress with women in law enforcement the two sexes still preferred their space when give the choice. He noticed Det. Salas and Det. Sevilla were chatting to a female Narco he vaguely recalled, well that was two from his department and division. John Hagen, also in the same division of Homicide a he, was across the room sifting through notes and gulping from a truly massive travel mug. Frank didn’t really like Hagen, mostly because Horatio didn’t really like Hagen and Horatio was Frank’s best pal. Now if you could say anyone was actually friends with H, Tripp wasn’t sure since the man was an enigma. Still he considered Horatio his buddy and therefore his friends were also his own friends and his enemies were also his own enemies. Frank knew that John had been Ray’s partner back in the day and suspected part of the hostility between H and Hagen stemmed from that but he didn’t know the whole story and he wasn’t about to pry. In John’s defence Calleigh Duquesne did like him so he couldn’t be all bad. Calleigh was a good judge of people Frank had found over the years of working with her, plus she had her choice of any man in Miami. The blonde was smarter than she looked, he had made the mistake of misjudging her in the beginning but she really did have good people sense and good people skills. He had the people sense but the people skills were rather lacking. He wasn’t about to make any special efforts to improve his social graces either. He was a detective, not Dr. Phil.
The room fell to a hush and the staff scrambled for seats when a parade of senior officers and supervisors entered. A couple of division OC’s, a few of the Major Crimes ‘lieu’s, the Sergeant of Detectives-Homicide, some CT bar-shouldered cop with an automatic shotgun slung over his back which meant Special Ops. It was like the Fourth Of July parade or something. Yelina, part of the Homicide-Narcotics Joint Task Force, went and sat up at the very front with a few of the other inter-division task force leaders. Frank, just a plain old pavement-pounder, took a seat far in the back.
Special Ops officer ‘Captain shotgun’, Frank hadn’t paid attention to his actual name, addressed the room first
‘Alright ladies and ladies....’
The middle aged detective rolled his eyes and groaned aloud. A wise guy, fucking great. The CT went on to explain the situation and show some slides of victims and scenes, some crates of drugs marked with a logo of a phoenix, chemical make up charts of the Phoenix Cartel cocaine which had some sort of unique compound of hydrobutinepharimawhatzit or something which Frank paid little attention to. Cocaine content=unique, that’s all he needed to know. Finally went up a few photos of suspects. Some were enhanced surveillance photos snapped from a distance, others were mug shots. He noticed the info on the mug boards: Miami, Las Vegas, New York in the US, Cali City and Port Authority arrests Columbia. In other words big time drug lords and big time trafficking. CT Shotgun finished up his spiel and stood off to the side. His sergeant was next up and this time Frank paid more attention. He reviewed some of the scenes and victims from the Special Ops officer’s presentation in greater detail. Explaining how some of the murders had been attributed to local gangs but were probably part of something much larger. He focused the peculiar execution style of a point blank shot to the left eye. ‘Messy’ was all Frank could think and he was glad it was the CSIs who had to bag and tag all the bits of skull and brain and label every drop of blood and not him. The Sergeant of Detective’s tone darkened, he began to explain how in each of the home cities for the Phoenix Cartel it was suspected that dirty cops were assisting. In Miami they had been following a trail of several suspected cops with ties to the cartel, one of which had been eliminated sometime ago. No name was mentioned but a knowing silence swept over the room. Some IAB investigations from other cities were brought up but no specifics. Yelina Salas was the final speaker, on behalf of the Narco-Homicide Task Force and she outlined Miami‘s plan for dealing with the rising power of the cartel and their increasingly brazen disregard for the law. She also expressed how fighting this group would require the cooperation of the other cities as well as the law enforcement agencies in her native Columbia. Frank jotted notes, the brass was making a big deal over a couple of drug shootings so this had to be truly deep to warrant such a response.
After Yelina finished up the divisional lieutenants broke off with their respective staff and Frank went with his own Lieu. They rehashed the briefing, Adell asked a few questions but Hagen and Yelina seemed strangely silent. Frank just reviewed his own notes. His LT asked him what he intended to do but all Frank could say was he would do the same he always did, his job. He wasn’t going on some wild goose chase all across America for some coke pushers. If a body ended up on his watch, he’d deal with it, otherwise not his problem. It earned him some glares but he shrugged them off.
“I’ve got a wife and three kids expecting me to come home. I sure aint going out looking for trouble.”
That was his excuse and with it made he stalked off to his desk, not dismissed and not caring about that fact.
He poured over his notes from the meeting, he might not make any effort to be a part of it but it was his responsibility to be read up if it did end up on his doorstep. He reviewed:

  • Major drug cartel eliminating the competition
  • Labelled the “Phoenix Cartel“ because shipments have an emblem of a phoenix on crates
  • Suspected upper level members have jewellery with the phoenix on it and some of the pushers and shippers have tattoos with the same emblem
  • Known cells in New York City, New York; Las Vegas, Nevada; Miami, Florida; and Cali, Columbia
  • Miami is the suspected point of origin of the cartel
  • Several police officers and detectives are suspected of being dirty and involved with the cartel
  • The cartel has inside knowledge of how police and detectives do their job and the tools they have
  • Drugs sold by the group appear to have a chemical marker in their content
  • Members seem to have no fear of the police at all
  • Victims are shot point blank in the head in the left eye, sometimes something with the phoenix emblem is left behind at the scene
  • Miami PD is attempting to put together a plan and inter-state task force to target this group before their power gets too great


    Frank had a gut feeling this was going to become his business whether he wanted it to or not. And he really, really didn't want it to.
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    Feb. 18th, 2005 @ 11:20 pm Living and dying and something inbetween
    It was early. 6 am according to the alarm clock. His wife was still asleep, and the sunlight, streaming through the window blind in thin slices, played hide and seek with the shadows across her form. She’d be up in another hour to handle the family affairs. Getting everyone ready, getting herself ready then taking the two oldest kids to school and dropping the rug rat at day care on her way to work. For now, in the calm before the storm, her chest slowly, rhythmically rose and fell with her soft breath. Frank sat on the edge of the bed and watched her breathing, needing this moment of silent reaffirmation of her continued existence as he did every morning to steel his mind for the day ahead. He knew life meant death and it came and went in the blink of an eye. It took thousands and thousands of things going just right at any given moment for a human to remain alive. Just one of those gazillion biological and chemical processes stopped or going awry and bam, you’re a bloated corpse frying on the sidewalk under the Miami sun. Being a Homicide Detective had made him never take his family for granted- in a split second they could be gone. Or he could be gone. He was a cop, and cops die. That was part of the deal with the devil you made when you put on the badge. Cops die, but he tried his damndest everyday to come home.
    It was odd, he felt almost like he lived two lives. One where he wore a gun and hunted rapists and murders. Walked the streets as a soldier fighting against an renegade army fuelled by drugs, perversions and blood lust. And in the other he kissed boo boos, threw footballs in the backyard and cut the crusts off sandwiches. Paid for the mortgage and ballet lessons and Yu Gi Oh! cards. Worlds apart but all one life, one man. And he knew in his heart he needed them both to be whole.
    Frank stood and leaned over to kiss his wife gently on the cheek, careful not to wake her. She was just as beautiful now as when they were newly weds-as far as he was concerned at least. She complained about wrinkles by her eyes and a sagging chest after having three children but he never noticed these things. His own loss of hair and extra pounds were a lot more obvious, and she never said a word. He kept telling himself he would start eating better and going to the gym more than once a week but it never happened. His hectic schedule kept him grabbing junk food on the run and too tired after a long day to even think about working out.
    He had a short shower and got dressed. He was long used to the humid Miami heat from leaving his native Texas years ago and so he had no problem wearing a suit and tie even out in the heat of the afternoon. Usually he was only outside in spurts anyways. Office to car to scene back to car back to office back to car to crime lab back to car back to office. That might be a whole day of his spent in short blurbs of air conditioned spaces. He glanced in on each of his children before heading downstairs to the kitchen where he grabbed a banana and his car keys. His duty belt, gun and badge was at his division in his locker. He’d stop for a coffee along the way. As he pulled his car out of his little neighbourhood and into the swelling ranks of rush hour traffic on the highway he ate his breakfast banana while he idled at the on-ramp. He never listened to the radio on the way to work and he never tried to think about what lay ahead in the day. It never was the kind of thing a person wants to dwell on. You just had to deal with what was thrown at you, do your best and move on. Otherwise you were 100% guaranteed to loose your mind. Once his turn on the on ramp-ramp came and went he was soon clipping along the long bridge towards downtown. He put on his sunglasses against the sun’s glare which was magnified by the expanse of the Atlantic ocean that cradled the city.
    It was another day in Miami and another day in the life of Detective Frank Tripp.
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